Prepare your heart... Prepare your soul
On the night
before Kirtan Mela we will have an adivas. Adivas is a
traditional ceremony that precedes any auspicious event. It is a
Gaudhiya tradition to perform an adivas before an akhanda kirtan. At that time the
instruments that will be used for the glorification of the Lord and His names
are honored and worshiped with flowers and chandan, chanting pranam
mantras appealing to the sampradaya for their blessings, etc.
While this Adivas ceremony will
be performed on our behalf by HG Naru Gopal prabhu – a celebrated kirtaniya and
gurukula graduate – preparing our heart
is up to us.
The following is
based on notes from a lecture given by HH Sacinandana swami., at the onset
of a 12 hour akhanda kirtan in Varshana, shortly after kartika. He is
inducing the devotees to reach into their heart to fully become committed to a
higher level of chanting. I
believe it fully applies to the preparation we should undergo to
receive full benefit from the Kirtan mela.
Akhanda kirtan is
a wonderful practice wherein one can really experience the holy name. You
have to perform the kirtan in such a way that Krishna will appear.
According to Jiva
Goswami, kirtan amongst all other processes of sadhana reigns supreme
because it attracts the attention of the Lord in a special way. In hearing our
sincere chanting, Krishna thinks: "This devotee belongs to me, he is
calling for me, I should protect those who belong to me." The
effectiveness of the spiritual process becomes Krishna's concern. Our spiritual
life becomes His concern.
Another reason why
he says that it is a super most practice is because it conquers the mind like
no other.
He quotes a verse
spoken by a brahmana who had advised his disciple in spiritual discipline: rise
early, read... a 12 hour program. The disciple said that he could not
concentrate doing this process, that his mind was too restless. So then the
brahmana advised: “if you cannot concentrate, then chant shamelessly day
and night, without reservation. In this way you will get loving attraction for
Krishna.” It is the most effective way, according to Jiva Goswami’s Bhakti
Sandarbha. Sitting together with many, sam-kirtan, is even more beneficial because
extra ordinary devotional feelings are thus created.
How long can we go
on in our spiritual life out of duty without feeling, out of institutional
companionship? How long can we go on without feelings for Krishna This is a feeling
religion, Krishna Bhavananmrta, you feel the bhava, the nectarean Krishna
Concious feelings. It manifests when you perform samkirtan as long as onr can
follow the method prescribed by Caitanya mahaprabhu.
trinad api sunicena
taror api
sahishnuna
amanina manadena
kirtaniyah sada
harihi
One should
chant the holy name of the Lord in a humble state of mind, thinking oneself
lower than the straw in the street; one should be more tolerant than a tree,
devoid of all sense of false prestige, and should be ready to offer all respect
to others. In such a state of mind one can chant the holy name of the Lord
constantly.
We require a deep
sense of humility.
The following are four humility triggers.
1. Feeling misery, such as disease is good to
crack the ego. When one feels miserable and needs help, he realizes he cannot
do it on his own. One can more easily realize the greatness of his
insignificance as he is being trashed around in the material world.
2. The awareness of having committed an
offense: “I blew it.”
3. A shock, sudden change such as fame
becoming infamy.
4. Shame in
regards to wrong doings
Humility brings
about responses such as wanting to appeal to Krishna: “Krishna, save me”.
Sanatan goswami gives
two examples.
One is the Cataki bird who doesn't drink from
ponds or lakes but waits for the moonsoon cloud, imagine his eagerness when the
cloud finally arrives. He is truly wretched, he screams at the cloud: “jal de, give me water”, this is how we should
do kirtan, calling out: “Please Krishna, I am tired of this Krishna-less life,
please, I want to give you love but I cannot give you love because I am so diverted.
Please invest in my small capital of bhakti, increase my capital of bhakti so
that I can purchase you with the coins of eagerness.”
The second example
is the cakravarti bird couple who somehow cannot find each other. They feel like they cannot go on without it.
In this mood of good kirtan one feels like
he yet has to meet his beloved. Love is all consuming, causing the heart to
burn, lovers must meet.
These 2 moods give
me the medicine of love and the eagerness of the parched Cataki bird.
In such a way, we must prepare our heart
to resonate the holy name in association, samkirtan.
Param Vijayate Sri Krishna Samkirtanam
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